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I'm allowed to have bad days too D:

Mon Oct 9, 2006, 2:03 PM
You know what? It really sucks knowing that I will sit for hours trying to make my "friends" online feel better when they have a shitty day but when I have one no one gives a damn.

So know what..I don't think I'll care anymore. It takes to much energy, and it really doesn't matter to you who your getting the "feel better" from as long as someone is feeling sorry for you....so look to other people from now on K?

If I cut out on you on aim without saying good bye I'm sorry. I'm so pissed right now that I can't see straight. I love ya and I'll try and catch you later.


EDIT!!: K so it looks like I made Nattyboo worry about me(and I love her for it). This is really just a little bitchfit because I needed to let it out. The people who I'm talking about know who they are because I told them to fuck off and blocked them on aim. I was just in a pissy mood and people trying to play the "my life is worse than yours" game made me explode.

  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: Tom Petty
  • Watching: The computer moniter

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:iconxcelestex:
aww Shroom, don't be so negative. D: You have to know I care so much about you! And I know there are lots of other people here at dev-art and online who care about you too. I appreciate you, and I love you for who you are.
I know I should say this everyday, but you mean a lot to me, and I love it when you cheer me up when I'm feeling down, I'm sorry if that was a hassle for you, I really didn't mean for it to be. And I think your wrong, getting the 'feel good' message meant a lot, but getting it from you; someone I love and respect and would do just about anything for meant so much more.
If that was all just some fake 'I don't really care' pity then I'd be surprized, I thought you meant all that stuff :/. I'd probably feel a lot like you do right now.
Maybe I'm not as good at boosting your confidence you, but I'll try because I love you.

Just know that there are lots of people in your life who love you, and care when you have a shitty day :/ It upsets me to see you feeling down.

And I'm hoping this is just a faze like it is for me, and that you'll come to your senses and see how lucky you really are :3

Just remember, I love you and I care about you, and there are a lot of people who feel the same way. Feel better soon, and you can always feel free to note me at any time! <3 :hug:
:iconshroomie318:
Aww babe I wasn't talking about you. <3 I was angry at the people on aim(who know who they are because I told them to fuck off and blocked them).

And I ALWAYS mean what I say when I try and cheer people up. Everything I said to you was from the heart, it always is. And I'm still around if you ever need to talk, this little bitch fit was for the people I was chatting with at the time.

I just had a really bad day and was pissed ^^'

I love you sweetie and every message I get from you I read and re-read because they really do mean alot to me. I wish we had more time to chat ^^'.
I'm sorry if I made ya worry, I'm just having a little bit of an anger management problem right now.

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:iconstormyfied:
Neepers!

*pounces*

*snuggles*

^_^
:iconshroomie318:
-cuddles- XD Thats what I needed..was snuggles..not."sucks to be you now hear how much worse my life is for the 20 millionth time"

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:iconxxleonixx:
nyeh D:

dont know waht to say x0x

but i hope you're not feeling all bad now +hug+ <3
:iconstormyfied:
What pooheads! *bonks them*

*points and giggles at them*
:iconjewelgirl160:
</3 What?
Ahhhhh!
I feel bad. <//////3
And I'm prolly one of these people. .+. Oops.

Whenever you want to bitch come on msn (as Jewel has no access to AIM ;~; ) and I will listen and try to cheer you up. Best I can. I'm not good at it but I try and stuff.

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:iconshroomie318:
I'm feeling better now XD I was just having a bad day and pissed at people who try and play the "my life sucks worse than yours" game.

<3 Love you eccokins. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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:iconshroomie318:
Whoreface your not one of those people <3 So shhh.

If you were one I would have told you to fuck off and blocked ya..I didn't do either so its not you -cuddle- You know I don't mind hearing about your problems and if I can help it makes me feel good about myself XD.

I call you a whoreface because I love you, you know that right?

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